Any of you who know me are aware that I love to look at old things
from a new perspective. So when I was doing research for last nights
Christmas Eve sermon and I found a sermon by my old preaching professor
that looked at Christmas from Josephs point of view I was intrigued.
Especially this year, with little Baby Kristoff on the way, I'm
intrigued with Joseph. He alone is in a unique position in his faith
in God. Mary is a participant physically in God's work through Jesus
in a way that Joseph isn't. But Joseph was still a father to Jesus,
all his life. Any of you who know anything at all about adoption know
that you don't have to share genetic markers to share love with a
child.
Let your mind relax just a bit, and think about what it
might be like if we could talk to Joseph this morning, if he could
walk into our church on this Christmas morning. I'm not going to put
on costumes or speak in a funny voice, but just imagine along with me
what he might have to say to us.
Hello. Merry
Christmas. I guess it would be a good idea to introduce myself. My
name is Joe. Joe Davidson. Many of you already know me --Ive been
hanging around Christmas for a long time. But if you're like most, I'm
sure you don't know me very well--I get sort of hidden in the story.
Sometimes I feel a little like the father of the bride at a wedding
--nobody notices him, but he pays for the whole affair. It's clear
that you enjoy celebrating Christmas, and that makes me happy, but I
want you to know that Christmas cost me a lot.
If I had
anything to boast about during my life, it would be that I happened to
be a descendant of David, Israel's greatest king--and, in case you
haven't figured that out, that's why my name is Joe Davidson. Well,
my father thought it was clever, anyway. Of course, in the whole
scheme of things, being a descendant of David was not much to boast
about, really. He had lived a thousand years before me, and by the time
I came along, I had thousands of cousins, great-aunts, uncles,
whatever, all descended from David. In fact, that's one of the things
that makes my story so interesting to people. When that brood gets
together, there's no room for anyone. But I'm getting ahead of myself.
When I lived, King David had been gone a long time--and so had the
great glory days of Israel. We were living in bondage to the Roman
government and in spiritual darkness. Id say the spirit of the whole
empire seemed very cold. The only Hot spots, if you will, were the
occasional uprisings by zealous Jews in Palestine who would announce
that the Messiah was coming and would start some skirmish. But the
Romans quickly quelled those activities- with the sword.
I
grew up in the town of Bethlehem, a little village about 7 miles south
of our capital city of Jerusalem. We didn't have cars like you do, and
traveling was hard, so I didn't often get to Jerusalem. As a young
man I went up north to the hill country near Galilee Lake and settled
in the town of Nazareth. It was a very small town--in fact, it was so
small that people used to make fun of it. They would say Can anything
good come out of Nazareth?. But, I didn't go to Nazareth because it
was a great city. I went there to work. I am a carpenter, and business
was not good in Bethlehem. But in Nazareth, there were not so many
carpenters, and a man could make a decent living. Not that a carpenter
would ever be wealthy, of course. Carpenters were fairly low on the
social scale back then.
Now, we Carpenters are practical
people. We're not philosophers or priests or writers. I like to work
with my hands. I'm not at home in the world of ideas. Give me a good
piece of wood--something you can handle, measure and cut. ™Wood is
an honest thing. I like wood that's wood clear through, solid, wood
with integrity. And I like that in people, too.
I loved my
life in Nazareth. I liked the people, I enjoyed working for them,
being neighbors with them. But the best thing about Nazareth is that
it is where I met Mary.
She was not quite 16 years old when
we met. But what a wonderful young woman. Before long we were
betrothed--that's something like your engagement, only more serious.
This lasted about a year, sometimes longer. It was a time for the two
families to get acquainted.
The more I got to know Mary, the
more I loved her. She was not only a devoted follower of Yahweh, but
she was also nice to be with. She was thoughtful and always seemed to
have a song in her heart for the Lord--in fact, she was a songwriter,
sat around with an old guitar and wrote songs of praise. I was
admittedly a little starry-eyed in those days--I used to lie awake at
night thinking of plans for a house I would build for Mary and our
children. I thought a lot about what it would be like being her
husband.
Isn't it strange, though, how dreams can so quickly
turn into nightmares --how your best plans can be instantly shattered.
I began to notice that all of a sudden, Mary was quiet and withdrawn.
When I asked her what was wrong, she just said she couldn't talk about
it. I wondered if I had done something to offend her, or if her
family had found something in me that displeased them. Finally, one
day, I couldn't wait any longer. I told Mary I could not stand her
shutting me out of her life, and that I needed to know what was wrong.
I was not prepared for the answer she gave me.
She looked
at me and said, I'm pregnant. She started crying. Of all the things
that could have been wrong, that problem had never even occurred to
me. I thought Mary was chaste, but I had certainly not been with her
in that way. So who could it have been? How could this have
happened? I was afraid to find out, but I had to know.
When
she answered me, it was like a slap in the face. She told me an angel
had appeared to her and told her that she, a 16-year-old girl living
in a nowhere village-- was going to be the mother of Israel's
Messiah. And that the Spirit of God had miraculously planted the baby
in her womb, and she was still a virgin.
It was one thing for
her to betray our love, but it was quite another for her to treat me
like a fool, with stories that bordered on fairy tales and blasphemy.
How could she expect me to believe that?
You wouldn't have believed it, would you?
I am a righteous man. I try to live according to the exacting Laws of
the Scriptures. I had a reputation in the community. When the people
would inevitably hear that Mary was pregnant, they would of course
assume I was the father and my good name as a moral man would be
destroyed. So I had decided to make it public. I was going to go
before the elders at the gate as quietly as I could and sever my
relationship with Mary, explaining that though I didn't know what had
happened, I was not responsible.
Partly as relief Mary had
left town to see her cousin Elizabeth in Hebron. I wondered if maybe
she would decide to just stay there and live with them. Elizabeth's
husband was a priest and could afford to give her a home and
protection. And in Hebron the shame would not be as great and she
could raise her child alongside Elizabeth's (who was surprised by a
pregnancy, too-- she and Zechariah had never been able to have children
before). Mary stayed away for three months--three months of misery
and loneliness for me, I might add.
I just couldn't seem to
get the pain out of my heart. I would work at my bench, then get
distracted and go for a walk; I would pray; I couldn't eat or sleep.
Then one night I had a dream. It was rare that I would dream so
vividly or really, that I would even remember a dream, but I dreamed
I was walking through a dark place, and suddenly up ahead there was a
blinding light. In the center of the light I saw an angel. I was
terrified, but the angel quickly told me not to be afraid. The angel
said, Joseph Davidson, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife,
because what is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit. She will
give birth to a son, and you are to give Him the name Jesus.
When I awoke, I realized this was more than a dream, and I was so
happy. I had a message from heaven certifying that Mary had told me the
truth! I got down to Hebron as soon as I could and apologized to
Mary for doubting her word. I took her back to Nazareth and we were
married right away. But in those next months, I never... acted like a
husband-- not until the baby was born.
Then in her ninth
month we got word that we had to travel quickly to Bethlehem, my birth
place, in order to register for the census and the taxation. In those
days the census taker did not come to you--you went to them, and there
were no excuses.
So, in spite of her condition, we went. I
took Mary along, rather than leave her in Nazareth to face the
criticism and gossip alone. And I tried to think of everything to make
her more comfortable. But what I did not count on was the crowd. I
noticed your shopping crowds in this area, but imagine if those people
were all from out of town and they all needed lodging here in Fairlee.
And they had to stay within the town boundaries--well, you get the
idea. Even though Bethlehem was where most of my family lived, there
was still not a bed available anywhere. So, weary from the travel, and
desperate for some sleep, I found a cave at the edge of town which
served as a stable. We lay down on the straw.
I lit a fire
to keep us warm. It was probably the long trip, I don't know, but Mary
went into labor that night. Well, I sure didn't know what to do--I'm a
carpenter, not a doctor! Mary had to serve as her own midwife. I did
my part by cutting the cord with my carving blade and cleaning the
child up, as best I could. The only place for the child other than in
Mary's arms was a feeding trough. The rest of the floor was just
filthy from the animals.
I had a lot of unanswered questions
that night. If Mary was highly favored of God, how do you explain a
cave for a birthing room, and the smelly, dirty company of cattle and
sheep? No family was there with us to celebrate. Well, actually, a
few shepherds did show up, saying an angel had told them to come and
see our baby boy, because he was the Messiah, the Lord. I understood
how they felt, unsure if they'd been dreaming or prophesying!
Well, after all the hubbub of that census had subsided, we decided we
would stay in Bethlehem. With all the gossip in Nazareth, and lots of
family in Bethlehem, well, even though there wasn't as much work, we
thought it would be best for the boy. We rented a house and I took in
whatever work I could. It wasn't much.
When we'd been there a
year or so, some astrologers from the country you now know as Iran
came to see us. Or, more precisely, to see Him. The boy. They said
they read heavenly signs which led them to Jerusalem. When they got
there they went to Herod to find out where the King was born. Herod
didn't know, and they followed the signs in the sky, which led them to
Bethlehem. And here was our boy, Jesus, just a toddler. The
dignitaries entered our home, and, as soon as they saw Jesus, they fell
to their knees and worshipped Him. They gave Him gifts of gold,
incense and myrrh. Then they left. To tell you the truth, I thought
that gold would come in handy. We were about as poor as a family of
three could be.
It was shortly after the visitors that I had
another very vivid dream. I was warned by that same angel, to take Mary
and Jesus south into Egypt for our safety.
We were aliens
there, outsiders, and there was certainly no work there for Jewish
carpenters. That's when I knew that gift of gold was a godsend,
literally. We stayed there for two years until the political unrest
had settled, and God directed us to go back to Nazareth, if you can
believe that. We did a lot of moving in those days. I carried a lot
of packages. That's where my bad back comes from that plagues me to
this day!
And again, my questions presented themselves. Here
he is the Creator of the universe, who knows all things, and he sends
us back to Nazareth with all of its gossip and raised eyebrows and
dirty jokes? To be honest, I faced a lot of doubt in those days. I
often wondered if I had made up those angelic dreams, just because I
wanted to believe Mary and wanted so badly to be her husband. And, you
know, Jesus was as normal a little boy as you would ever see--he
didn't seem much like the worlds savior to me, I'm sorry to admit.
Oh, he was a good boy--a very good boy--in fact, I cannot remember Him
ever being disobedient. But when he was a baby, well--you know how
people sing that song, ...the little Lord Jesus, no crying he makes...
Well, I'm here to tell you, he cried plenty!
He slept and ate
meals just like the neighbors children; he fell and skinned his knees;
I held Him on my lap and told Him stories and he fell asleep. He
was... normal--a good, normal boy. He didn't work any miracles or
walk on water while he was growing up. So I wondered, was he really
the Son of God? I don't know what I expected from Him back then, but
whatever it was, those doubts persisted.
Although I can tell
you that once, when he was 12, we went up to Jerusalem for one of our
rare trips, for the Jewish feast days. All of our neighbors and
family went together. On the way back, we were gone about a day's
journey towards home when we realized he wasn't with us. That's really
not as bad as it sounds. We could see the pack of children following
along as we adults walked and talked and we simply assumed he was with
them, as he had been at the start of the trip. So, while the rest of
them went on home, Mary and I retraced our steps back to Jerusalem. We
found Him talking to the leaders of the people asking them very
intelligent questions. We didn't know whether to be angry or proud.
Either way, he needed to be taught a lesson.
Well, I
disciplined Him when we got Him alone. I laugh at the thought, now.
We told Him we were worried sick about Him, not knowing where he was.
He just said, Don't you know I have to be about my Father's business?
That sounds like a nice answer in church, but when you are a worried
parent, and you hear that from your 12-year old...
All in all,
though, he wasn't much different from our other children. I couldn't
really talk with Mary about my doubts. She was always keeping the
promises of God in her heart, and I couldn't tell her I didn't have
enough faith to shout down all my doubts. Of course I couldn't talk to
the people in the village. They already had some very earthly
explanations about Jesus birth.
But one thing I did have was a
passage in the scriptures. 800 years before I came along, a prophet
named Isaiah had said that a virgin would conceive and have a son and
would call his name Emanuel, which means God with us. And there was
that other verse, strangely coincidental, about Bethlehem, and how the
ruler of Israel would come from there. I had a tough time believing,
but I held on to those two scraps of scripture for all I was worth.
Some of you here have a faith like Mary's. Strong, obedient, deep and
devout. You're God's special people. Some of you, though, I think
are more like me--you're practical people. You live in a world of real
things, like my wood. You like things you can touch and see and feel
and measure. You like to plan things out and have a hard time believing
invisible ideas. Sometimes you wonder if you really believe at all. I
understand.
All I can say is that when I faced those
questions and those doubts, I eventually came down on the side of
faith. I often had to work hard at believing things I had no evidence
for. Sometimes it was real hard, sometimes it hurt. Sometimes all I
could do is bite my lip and trust when I didn't feel like trusting.
And that is exactly what God used--my feeble trust.
I, Joseph
Davidson, was given the distinct honor of putting my thumb print on
Jesus, the Messiah. Humanly speaking. I taught Him to be a
carpenter--people referred to Him early on as The carpenter of
Nazareth. And he was a good carpenter. He was especially good at
making yokes for oxen. His yokes went on so easily, and they were so
lightweight. I taught Him that. Even though he did not have my blood,
he
was my son.
Of course, it turned out that he was
the savior of the world--you know that now. And what ultimately
happened was, he put His thumbprint on me: on my soul. But it wasn't
easy. My kind of faith taught, when I thought I knew what God wanted
me to do, I just did it. I did have enough faith for that. Do you?
So that's my story. I enjoyed sharing it with you. Now it's time for
you to celebrate Christmas in your own way. And you ought to. Go on
worshiping Jesus as the wise men did. Keep on trusting Him like Mary
did. But when you find it hard, remember me, won't you? I'm the one
who sometimes believed his doubts and doubted his beliefs, but faithed
it through.
I'm not the main character of the story. But when
you read the story, you might remember this. That when God needed
someone to look after His boy, he chose Joe Davidson, a carpenter, who
believed the best he could.
